I just want to start off by saying, this is a pretty crazy time. The spread of Covid-19 is happening pretty rapidly and self isolation is definitely helping to fight it. That’s being said, man it’s pretty hard on a relationship.
With my love language being quality time and touch, none of that is happening at the moment. We don’t live together so we aren’t quarantined together. On top of the economy plummeting and all the uncertainties of the future here comes relationship fears.
Okay, so we don’t see each other for 3 weeks,. We don’t have anything to talk about because there isn’t much going on besides covid-19. What happens then?
Did I mention that Brad is an introvert? This is his dream. The government actually telling everyone to stay home. He can play video games all day, eat and sleep. That’s probably most guys dreams. So here I am competing with a freaking perfect scenario. I literally have anxiety about the next time we’ll be able to see each other. The other thing is I’d love to like share how I’m feeling and stuff about this crazy pandemic with him. Sometimes a girl needs physical comfort.
Anyway so that’s what’s been going on. #NObrad #quarentinealone
Golden Rule: Stay inside and wash your hands.
Tips for Guys: Even in these scary times, your girl needs to know you care.
What happens when work is stressing you out, you only see your man 2 times a week, 3 if you’re lucky and your friends live some distance away?
You start stress eating. This week alone, I have eaten sooo much crap. At work I just like drinking diet pop to keep me going. That’s not good for me. I always feel super bloated after.
Then I don’t see my boyfriend, so I just go home and eat alone. Then go to bed.
Bottom line is, I hate being fat. Then I look in the mirror and I’m like WTF?! And then that stresses me out. Who’s a brides maid in two weddings this year? Yup, I am! It’s just the perfect year to be chubby, stressed and annoyed.
By the way, this is me being positive lol. Today was a good day until I saw how chubby I was and how alone I felt.
Brad works nights every other week but sometimes it’s like two weeks in a row. It’s pretty sad because I literally am doing everything by myself in the week. That would be okay if my friends were around but they are all like a 45 minute drive. I mean….. should I make new friends?